Well it’s been a strange week here on the farm. It began very positive and happy with me hoping that the ‘nasty’ had stopped her onslaught of my name and that peace had been restored. But sadly no.
Apparently she is taking offence at my writing the story of her crimes and making them into a book. She says I am ruining her life and seems to think that this is unfair. The police and the courts decided that she wasn’t fit to be round children so she has been prevented from working with children and young people. They feel that she has such an evil mind and imagination that no child should be exposed to. Before she wrote and asked me to help, before she lied about being abused and raped, I had never heard of her.She says everything bad in her life now,is down to me.She seems to have forgotten that if she hadn’t committed these crimes against me, hadn’t told those horrendous lies about abuse and depravity, there would be no book. Yes I will write about her, her own hometown knows about her. She wrote in her blog that the story was in her local newspaper, so what I am writing about is already public knowledge. I won’t stop writing the book or warning others about creatures like her who prey on the vulnerable whilst pretending to be just that herself.
You might realise that I am angry. Yes I am. I know that at the time, she read my blog and so I wrote on here that I wanted my name off her site. I wrote that I would take things further if my name and any reference to me as ‘C’ as everyone now knows who that is, is not removed, I will not let this rest. She hasn’t removed it and still refers to ‘C’. This past week I have had reason to become even more angry. I don’t read her blog religiously, only now and again but I do hear from others who read it and am grateful. I have never asked anyone to comment on her ‘writings’ but again, if in defence of me or the truth, then I am grateful. What I don’t like, is how she has written and told downright lies to other people on Twitter again maligning my name. I have seen these scripts as Twitter is public and am horrified, not only at the content but at the ‘language’. She is obviously angry and hopefully scared now. As I said, I will continue to write about her because I have the truth in writing. Every single email she wrote. All the depraved, horrific sexually explicit lies and stories she wrote to me. Everything from her phone and her laptop . Everything I have said on my blog is the truth. I find it cowardly that she can write such lies and abuse about me on a public blog and think she can get away with doing this; in my mind this is cowardly. I won’t let this go, I can’t. When someone defends my name because they know the truth, they shouldn’t suffer abuse a the hands of this nasty person. For all of these friends and followers, I am sorry.
This week has also brought worry of another kind. My health is not good, I have to have an operation in October, only a minor one but a bit of a worry. I am not sleeping for various reasons that I don’t wish to go into on here. We also have a sick pony. These are my more important worries. Especially my pony’s health. With him,we can only watch and wait.
The good news of the week is that after a slight delay, NOBODY TOLD ME is to be released around the 29th September. I have placed the cover image of I DID TELL in the back and an Introduction of THE FACE BEHIND THE SCREEN in the back also.
As I have said before, all of my books have a message. They are all true stories and everything written in them is true and factual. I can’t write under my own name, my only regret, for legal reasons. All the names are made up names and so are the places and lively hoods of anyone in the books. This is to protect others, not to protect me. I do have an added regret, that I didn’t take the advice of the police and prosecuted this horrid young woman for harassment as well as Malicious misuse of the Communications act to cause anxiety and fear. I wish I had insisted on being in the court on the day of her case and not listened to the advice of those who thought they knew better. Would it have made any difference to this person? I don’t suppose it would have but at least I would have been able to face her and tell her what I think of her for what she has put me and my family through. Perhaps then, this would all be over.
When this all begun, after the first week or two of worry and fear for her emotional and physical wellbeing, I decide to do what I do for clients and what I have done for my children. I would keep a memory box. This is the reason I kept her emails etc, her drawings and her texts. I was going to write it all out as a story, her story, to give her when she was safe and happy. I do this with clients and at the end of therapy, they take their memory box home. On bad days, I ask them to open the box and see how far they have come. When the things they came into therapy with, are so awful they think they can’t and won’t get through, this box with it’s history of where they have been and what they have achieved, is a reminder; that they have had it a lot worse and coped. I was going to do this for Jade Wood. Now, it seems very silly but at the time, it seemed a nice thing to do for someone I believed had been raped and abused.
So I have all the content for this book and one-day, I hope, the people she has fooled on Twitter etc, will read the truth that cannot be denied, as I have it all here in black and white. Perhaps then, they will see her for who she really is. The sad thing is that her family, who I am sure don’t have a clue about what she has done, will find out . She says they know, I am sure they don’t know the extent and the vile ness of her mind and capability to harm others. Perhaps I will send them a copy of my book! But then would that make me like her, nasty? I don’t want to hurt anyone, but I have to stand up for myself and others she has harmed.She paints a picture of a drunken mother and a bully father but I am sure they are not like that. Just her nasty mind trying to gain sympathy.
I have been very tolerant. I have given her every chance to remove her blog. She has done nothing except continue to bad mouth me. I can’t allow this to go on. In the book the truth will be out there. On here, I will continue to write . This is a public blog. I don’t mind who reads it or who comments because what I write is exactly how it is. If what has been written about me was true, ask anyone, I would stand up and be counted. But I hate lies and I hate liars even more and will not just sit back and let this nasty person continue with this onslaught and not fight back! I am now fighting!
Thanks again to everyone supporting me and a special thank you to those who know who they are xxx